I am an Unhappy Camper.

There is something just not right in the life of Phyll.
I'm not exactly sure what it is, which is half of the problem, but it's causing a bit of bitterness towards everyone.
Especially at work.
Even the nicest customers come up (though not often) and I freak out. All in my mind, of course.
I think that maybe I just need a new job.
That might do it.
I wish I could make a living with my crafts. That would be truly wonderful. I like the idea of not having to wait on people every second of every day. It's a miserable thing, and it's starting to make me insane.
I know, I know. I can hear everyone saying, "That's part of life." (with an added eye-roll).

But it doesn't have to be.

I would love to be starting school this fall.
But alas.
Soon though, and all will be well.
I'll get to meet new people, and I'll be going further with life. I can't wait.
I'll be studying Theology.And either Psychology or teaching. I'm not sure, I suppose I will talk to an advisor about which would be best.
Either way, Theology will be number one.

Wish me luck.

Happy Birthday?

Alright.
I'm 20.
So far, it's not really rockin.
Luckily, my good bday party was Saturday. lol

We packed up in the car, setting off for Lincoln to hang with Lisa.
We planned on a Harry Potter movie... and Italian food.
I was all dolled up.





Lisa surpised me with possibly the best cake ever.
See how hardcore it is?
It's like I'm saying "Look at that, bitches, my birthday is rockin'... you're jealous."





Then, we ditched the Italian and went to Famous Dave's.
All was well.
And then 'Something bad happened'.
I drenched my onion strings in the wrong bbq sauce. ...The HOTTEST bbq sauce...





Everytime Lisa takes pics of me, I get crazy red eyes. It's a long-standing joke that I'm demonic.


Other than that, the night rocked.
Especially compared to the fact that Sunday, my actual bday,
I was in the Hospital twice. Super sucky.
I feel tons better now, probably with no help from the doc.
I'm still pissed off though...
Happy birthday tome. :(

It's my BIRTHDAY. Tomorrow.

I'm pretty excited- it's the big 2.0.
I'm going to Lincoln tonight for a Harry Potter themed party, though I'm doubting anyone will really be there lol.
Either way, it doesn't matter because I'm dressed up super cute and that's all I care about.
I plan on taking my camera and will totally get pics.
This is going to be grand.